Happy Leaf

Happy Leaf,I'll miss you!

Thank you for being my friend...true Friend...

May our Friendship last Forever & Always.......

Don't forget me yea...

keep in touch....

花痴,don't be so 花痴 anymore...after you scare all the guys away XD

tell you one of the things you should change,no offense yea...

don't act cute for too long because after that not cute liao...ok?

xD...tata for now...Ti Amo

Back To December-Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

All the time

你不知道的事-王力宏

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

I can't believe it...
she is so right about that song...
it really seems to be talking about me...
the song is Daydream by Miranda Cosgrove...

here's the lyrics
DAYDREAM

La la la la, yea
I could've been the one you noticed
I could've been all over you
I could've been like all the others
Is that what I'm supposed to do?
It would've been really stupid
If I would've went out with you
To give you everything you wanted
It would've been way too soon.

I try to be sensitive, I try to be tough
I try to walk away
I try to be innocent, I try to be rough
But I just wanna play.

You're my daydream
Y'know that I've been thinking about you
Lately, every time I look at you
I can't explain how I feel inside
I can't get away
You're my daydream.

La la la, yea
If I tell you what I'm thinking
And I let myself trust you
Can you give me what I'm missin'?
Can you make my dreams come true?


Way TO weird....can't stop thinking about OWL...nice name,right?hardly anyone will realize..xD

I know I'm NOT his type...but I can't help it...But I KNOW I'm not his someone......emo-ing...

He doesn't have any idea anyway...I even think he likes my BFF...can't stop him,can I?I'm not his MOM!!Thank God ,I'm not...if he likes her....pray for themlor...if she likes him back

Even better I can look for a hotter dude and even more awesome guy

Playing pokemon fire red again...

starting my obssession with pokemon again...

but you have to agree...

PIKACHU IS SUPERCUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jay Chou going to host his own show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!That is sooooooooooooo AWESOME!!!!!!!The Bad News is I can't watch it.T.Tx100

Nevermind,I'll support him no matter what.

I just knew a secret which makes me half-horrified.It isn't bad but just too unbelievable and a teensy bit scary...I'll deal with it somehow...

Any way I hope my friend good luck because she just confess own her bloggie!Wish you the best!
I want her bravery...

I feel like changing schools...at best at a private one but its bloody expensive!!!!The government is giving me a headache,confusion and more headaches!Hope I'll get to learn everything in english....

我爱你
你爱我
爱就是这么简单
我们手牵着手走这幸福的路

当初的约定
却成为了我们
永远的约定

我写的...希望你们喜欢

窗外的麻雀在电线杆上多嘴
你说这一句很有夏天的感觉
手中的铅笔在纸上来来回回
我用几行字形容你是我的谁

秋刀鱼的滋味猫跟你都想了解
初恋的香味就这样被我们寻回
那温暖的阳光像刚摘的鲜艳草莓
你说你舍不得吃掉这一种感觉

雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页

雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
窗台蝴蝶像诗里纷飞的美丽章节
我接著写把永远爱你写进诗的结尾

你是我唯一想要的了解
那饱满的稻穗幸福了这个季节
而你的脸颊像田里熟透的蕃茄
你突然对我说七里香的名字很美
我此刻却只想亲吻你倔强的嘴

Addicted to a few of Jay Chou's old songs =]

Putting the lyrics here.=]

蒲公英的约定
小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定
那样清晰打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行

是你如今唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定
那样清晰打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

加许友彬和邓秀茵的部落格...

希望能购买他们的书...

我earphone坏了...T.T

希望可以购买新的

Vampires prowl and growl!

Vrowl!

Nice Quote

人生有多少个十年?
最重要的是活得痛快...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Helen_Keller

She's a nice blind lady.An inspirational person

Aftermath-Adam Lambert

Have you lost your way?
Livin' in the shadow of the message that you made
And so it goes
Everything inside your circle starts to overflow
Take a step before you leap
Into the colours that you seek
You give back what you give away
So don't look back on yesterday

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath

You feel the weight
Of lies and contradictions that you live with every day
It's not too late
Think of what could be if you rewrite the role you play
Take a step before you leap
Into the colours that you seek
You give back what you give away
So don't look back on yesterday

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath

Before you break you have to change your own mind
Take a trip and fall into the pit
Tell a stranger that their view is full
So all you feel is love, love
All you feel is love, love

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Wanna tell you you'll be alright
In the Aftermath

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath

Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath


He could sing,so stop the "His GAY!,"crap

Jay Chou

I Love You

Revive?

I think I'm doing it right this days.Even though to me I'm like freelancing,if you know what I'm saying which I know you don't and I don't bother to explain.Anyway,I'm not bublegumming,(using that word still makes me flinch.nvm)and I dun stick anymore.Nope,in a way I dun have my "own friends" not like I can buy them in real life like FFS.Rolling my eyes at that.

In a way,I'm not friend friend with Si Jin they all anymore.Maybe I'm actually not.Oh well,I cause it anyway,no point crying over past anymore.Live through it,survive it and hello,here I am!

I think I'm over it.I think,not sure though.Oh well,what comes I take,even though it might be hellrible,might cry and everything,but I won't die.I won't die even if I want to.haiz....

my life is just like 'survivor',minus all the ppl.

I'm not perfect because I am human.I'm human and I make mistakes.I have emotions and sometimes it overflows.I'm not cryptic.I just wanna say I cried the last time for you guys yesterday and its the last time.I have to stop one day and I chose yesterday.I'm gonna remember the pain and go on everyday with the pain.So I could say you had worst before.So stop crying.

Dear whoever that bothers to stop by

This is probably going to be my last post because I suck.A pretty pathetic excuse but yeah,thats why.

To whoever I "bubblegum" sorry.I mean it.Sorry.

My life is probably better than Mas and Jie Yee's in terms of family but not in school. Yeah,yeah,change.If I could do it in 5 seconds,I'm a miracle.The problem is I dunno how to change.How to find and bring out inner me or whatever crap that I got.I would run away from life if there is a way.I rather go mental and have imaginary friends to escape.But too bad somehow it won't happen.Because I'm too sane to go insane.

Best part of the whole thing is I knew I will be like this again.Thanks to that feeling,I know it will happen again.Most of the time its near only sometimes it happens after a month or something.The thing is I knew it will happen but not how it will happen or how to prevent.

So I will just stay here and let Satan feed upon my misery until things change.Lets see how things roll.Hit me bad or hit me good...

Sincerely,
Chan Yi En,the girl who falls into depression every now and then

for being sticky,
for being that bubble gum,
for copying you,




for taking it negative.Sorry.You guys got the right not to care.Sorry.

probably mine

This Car is HOT!

My dream CAR!

Never tell you parents you have stress,they NEVER believe you.

Believe me.

I Give Up

I GIVE UP on me
I GIVE UP on everything
I GIVE UP on life

I can be lifeless if I want,and no one can stop me.

Thaddeus Johnson

HOW CAN THADDEUS JOHNSON NOT GET IN THE TOP 24 OF AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 9?!
He can sing better than Alex Lambert and Casey James!I don't get how Alex Lambert can get in but not Thaddeus!This is CRAP!

I'm really dissappointed of Simon,and he said Thaddeus did real good!I hope Alex LAmbert get kick out on the first round.If Alex Lambert even get into top 19 ,American Idol has gone wrong,I'm serious.

I hope Thaddeus will come back for the next season...he earn a place in the top24.

Watch True Legend yesterday.It was Hilarious! Even though it wasn't suppose too.The martial arts part was cool.I like Su Can Son,even though he was an idiot.I won't spoil it for you if you haven't watch it.Rate it For yourself

Check this Out

There is this link I have,go to it because it is meaningful.Its the National CF blog.The recent post is really meaningful

A Twist In My Story

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

Homosexual a CRIME???

Is a guy liking a guy wrong now?I think not.To me,if you wanna be homo or lesbian that is your own thing,if a guy and another guy like each other why can't they be together?Its their own thing.

I think it is time for us to open our eyes and accept them in to the society.I got a very good feeling that Adam Lambert lose because he is a homo.

Don't take me wrongly,I'm a perfectly normal girl who likes guys.I just think it is time to allow homo marriages.

Express your views on homosexuality and lesbianism on my chat box.Positive and Negative views allowed

Now Is the month of love.Why?Valentine's day is near and its also the same day as CNY.So all of us will get our CNY holidays but in return we are gonna use them to study(well,seafieldianslah) becausew some one decided to put the exams on the first of March.How brilliant indeed....

Got another question:What makes you jump,scream and run at the same time?

I got a question for all of you,What is the best thing that happen in your life?Tell me in my chat box

Decided to join bomba and english /drama for co-co this year.

My first experience in bomba was just sitting down and listen to the guy talk,after 30 minutes of briefing bomba ended and I went home.Now,this is something I can endure,unless the guy decided that all of us have to march and I hate marching dude!

English/drama will either be better,worse or the same.

This year's form 1's are totally good.As in "we don't break the rules"good.Because even Pn.Lau don't bother to stand at the staircase and "take care" of them.Probably its because their in a new environment and not used to their new surroundings.

Made some new frens this year.lol.

Thats all for this post.

Love,

Yi En

Well,back in school.Now,no matter how boring the teacher is, I will study, do my H/w and listen to teacher I can't get bad results anymore.I got to

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