Part 2.

A figure in a black cloak appeared from behind.

"Stop being so lazy,Death.Its your job to clean it up" Cloud chuckled and turn around.

"I hate you.Stop killing them,will ya?can't you just knocked them unconscious or something?"

Death move forward to collect the red haired girl's soul.A glowing red orb float out of her body,pulsing and waiting.Death reach out and the orb float towards Death's palm.

"Believe it,fiery one.U have lost ur life in battle"

The red orb pulse in anger.Twirling angrily in Death's palm as if it was complaining in fury.

"Ashes of the dead"Death muttered softly.

The orb  was suddenly engulfed by a black menacing wind.Sparks fly and it disappeared in a flash.

"Interesting display,Death"Cloud clap his hands mockingly.

"Why,thank you,that was the hardest thing I ever did to try and impress you"Death replied sarcastically.

Cloud chuckled and took Death's cover off.

"Cloud!"
Death glared at him with her beautiful pink eyes.Her platinum blond hair flowing to her waist.

"What?"Cloud asked innocently "Live a little,isn't that cloak stuffy?"

"Its raining,Cloud.U can get wet all you like but I refuse to dance in the rain like you humans."Death replied and pull her hood back up.

"Why do u insist wearing that stupid cloak anyway?"Cloud asked "Even when its not raining,"

"Because,Cloud,because,"Death smiled and pat his head teasingly, walking away from him.

"What the hell?"Cloud asked bewildered that she treated him like he was a little boy."That is not a bloody answer and tell me what I wanna know!"Cloud catch up with her and grumbled.

梦?

突然间觉得很自卑,很没用。

我读书不好,理科不好,文字不好,又是一个没有梦想的人。

人家为了提升自己而不断努力,而我呢?好吃懒做。

我真的是人渣。

人没理想还真的很让人…看不起。

原来我在你心中是这样的。

我从来没看不起你,信不信由你。

The Heirs

I edited a pic of Shin Hye and Min Ho.I did it without using any provided textures of tutorials,so damn proud of myself,haha.I can't wait for it to air!The fifteen minute teaser on youtube was awesome,Min Ho was totally different from the BOF era.Shin Hye makes me wanna cry,Krystal and MinHyuk flirting over the phone and etc etc.

Edits

All these edits are taken from MY instagram account.If you wanna use it,credit please.

This is more of my transition of super lousy person at editing to an okay editor,or super geng chao editor,hahaha,ss much.

T.O.P meme.This is a failure,I didn't know how to use light leaks at that time. ( Embarrassing) 

Lee Min Ho.Slightly better,but all I did was made it black and white and add some random quote.

Jay Chou,random chinese idol here,haha.

JAEJOONG.

This edit was when I first found the cloning option in Picsart,and I went cray,hahaha.

B.I and Jung Kook

I had help.Thanks to texturous tutorials from instagram =D

TAO

Texturoushelpmethereforeyouexist

Lana Del Rey.

Random angmoh between asians,haha.Same style with Tao,I just added the lyrics.

Young and Beautiful is the best song ever!

TAEYANG

It took me so damn long to get this right.I was so frustrated trying to get this right.Eesh.

Song Ji Hyo.

Nothing to say other than all my Ji Hyo edits are part of an editing contest in instagram.

Hopefully I gain some experience =D

This gain alot of love in twitter,hopefully it would gain the same amount of love on instagram 

*Cross fingers*

I did this on the computer.It was kinda hard coz I was so used to Picsart,using another app on the comp was kind of disastrous.Picsart is really the best app for editing,I need a computer version!!!!

[REVIEW] W.I.N. EP1

This is just Big Bang and Hyun Seung all over AGAIN!!But worse,this time 5/6 boys lose their dreams and either disappear from the entertaiment scene forever or (hopefully) debuts in another group from YG or another company.

Well,Papa YG wasn't a happy papa this time.Team A screwed up at the beginning because I think Seung Hoon's nerves got to him.He looks so awkward and embarass due to his mistake through out the whole performance.I think the rest of the team A members was pretty affected by it as well.

I do agree with YG though,their performance was really flat.It doesn't make me go "WOW",to me,the only guy that stand out was Min Ho(Team A leader) when he was rapping.

Team B.
I'm on their side and that is not even because of GD,but BI.I was very happy when I saw GD's clip,coz we agree that this boy is the next YG artiste(Fighting!).BI who has natural talent,who has been training hard for many years with his group,being strict with his mates and train himself endlessly.He has the story,a story of what a YG candidate haves.

Then I start crying when the guy from Imba Island was the focus and SY said "he gotta stop being so hard on himself,"Its like HyunSeung all over again!!!!T_TT_T

Verdict : Team A has to step up,Kang Seung Yoon has to work harder for his team(sleep for four hrs like Imba Island guy perhaps?) despite his solo performances.While the guy from Imba Island gotta learn the right way to train,since he works hard but doesn't seem to hit the right note.Minho gotta show some leadership.

Team B
Work harder,train like BI,don't get overconfident because of one verdict and most importantly,make their names known!

Team A has the popularity going on for them thanks to KSY and LSH.For team B I only know BI and Bobby,the rest gotta show theirselves more!FIGHTING!!

一个巴掌拍不响

我不知道以后会这怎样

我只希望你不要用那种方式和我道别

我们答应对方好不好？

不要用伤害对方的字眼结束我们之间的友情。好不好？

就让它自己散了……

至少那样回忆是美好的

如果能永久，那最好……

可是，世事难料啊……

咳……

任命运的指令吧

Confessions Of A Kpop Pabo.

1.The first Kpop song I downloaded was DBSK/TVXQ's Purple Line and Rising Sun.



Technically,its two songs but the first time I heard those songs was a mash up for a dance routine for the graduation performance when I was 12.(Malaysians graduate primary school at the age of 12 and start out for first year when we are innocent 7 years olds).

I thought it was Japanese at first though.I was in my Death Note phase and everything was Japanese to me :3

2.The first korean drama I watch…… I don't know what's the name!

I still remember the storyline though.Its about this woman who work as a maid for a rich guy.The setting was in Paris?I think.She was a horrible maid.

One of the scenes was the guy coming home and she left post it notes everywhere.
The guy was drinking orange juice while reading one of the post its,that said "Oh,don't drink the orange juice,it just expired"*Cue guy spitting*

HAHAHA,I don't know why but I love that scene.

Another scene was a Drunk white guy who thought she was a prostitute while at first the girl thought he wanted to buy cigarettes.She was handling a cigarette store for her friend who wanted to go clubbing or something

Note : This part was in English and not Korean and obviously her english sucks or not this would not happened

WG : " How much for one night?"
Girl:"Ahh...ehhh...ten for one *pointing at cigarettes*
WG : So cheap?*
Girl : ...yess...ten for one
Drunk WG pull her,the girl was shock and tried to fight him off.Knee him in the ahhem ahhem.

Then meet drunk white guy in another party with the rich guy,she was the pretend date or something.Drunk WG messed with her and gets punch in the face by rich guy.
*Yeaaaa*

Anyone remembers the name of this drama?I really would like to find it again.

After that, I watch Da Chang Jing and Sassy Girl,Chun Hyang.Sassy Girl was the first drama I actually finished.I love the male lead so much,he has awesome karate kicks and the arrogant boy attitude like Gu Jun Pyo.I then finished BOF,City Hunter and Nice Guy.



To be continued…

Idols

Sharing random photos I liked =P


Gu Jun Pyo has the best charm =D

Pink Ocean!

Jay Chou Opus 12 2013 concert in Shanghai.

FUUU!ABS!!!

My boy lost 20kg in 40 days to join YG

I can't wait for his album!=D

MONDAY COUPLE SELCA!

PHOTOSHOPPED.(Coz I know everyone is like "Finally!"No false impressions,ok?)

The new song title is Smoky Girl!

I'm dying for COMEBLAQ!

All MBLAQ Pics from their new photoshoot at Cosmopolitan Korea!

I wish Joonie got a weird hairstyle or hair colour.Just saying.

Eczema

Yup,that is my legs 

Challenge to myself : HEAL
To find out more : Eczema

Gentleman

 I bet most of you guys have watched Gentleman by now,especially Kpop fans and YG fans.I watched it yesterday and like most of you guys,I can't help but notice some similarities to other Hallyu stuff.

The most obvious similarity,

Credit : Kpop Meme,FB

I bet most of the Brown Eyed Girls fans was like "WTF,that is not original!!"

and I remember reading a translation of Psy's conversation

So BEG fans,you guys now know who to blame....(Mianhae,G-Dragon oppa)

and the reason why Psy did BEG's dance.(Click reason,lol)

The library

SAME LIBRARY!

And,just recently.........

THE PSY EFFECT

Took the Psy effect name from Ga In's interview 

Click Here for Part One

and Here for Part Two

Love.Relationships.

You know what kind of relationship is the sweetest?

The type which doesn't care what day it is,but treats each other well.
The type that doesn't need to remember which day they meet,but cherish everyday they are together that they remember without trying.
The type that is so naturally comfortable with one another,they don't have to act up,make up or dress up.
The type that can show their  flaws,yet the other half wouldn't leave or try to change it but accept it.

But this type of relationship is probably the hardest to find.Girls like to look pretty,and most guys like pretty girls or decent looking girls since they will say they don't care about looks.How many guys will like a scarred girl they see at first sight?They would find it repulsive,it doesn't matter that she has a good heart.Everyone judges from their first impressions.

No matter how many times a girl says she doesn't care about her looks,deep down she cares,she just wouldn't say it.Not to her best friend,not to her mum,but just to herself.Some of us are like that,fact.U can bitterly laugh off

"Haha,I'm last choice,"
"Haha,nobody wants melah,"

But deep down,u are hurt.U just hide it.I know.Coz I'm a girl and I'm like that sometimes.I know.

Famous people I saw in real life

Last week was pretty cool.For the first time,I see 2 famous people in real life.(I wanted to say "I met",but its more of "I see"...)

The first one was in school,everyone saw him,say hi to...

Steal from Melanie Ng FB wanlah

JIN LIM!

Of Jinnyboytv and Hitz fm.And he just release Abuden 2,damn funny!Love the one direction part!Kekeke

The next one was totally random and weird,coz I keep on thinking it was just a look alike,coz I thought she has brownish red hair and she isn't blonde anymore...I dunnolah,my brain haywire a bit,sorry...

I saw her in a restaurant with her family (?),I think its family...in SS15!We both ate at the same restaurant,spend my time debating in my head whether she was really the blogger,haha.She confirm it was her in twitter,and she never had red hair,stupid haywired brain...I wish I had the guts to asked her for a picture when I saw her..HAIZ!WHY I SO NO GUTS WAN...?!

Insecurities

I'm sitting here on this very old couch staring at the window.I wonder,I ponder,I hope.Hope it won't be on vain,hope I won't be forgotten,in the Lord I pray.I feel all jittery and nervous like something is eating me up,I couldn't help feeling this way.Five more minutes before the promised time,my throat is dry,my eyes are tired and droopy,I couldn't concentrate on anything.

Pretending that it would be okay,when my brain tells me it wouldn't be okay.I would be abandoned,forgotten and disappear in to the shadows.No one would miss me for I blend in too well,no one would remember because I never had been more insignificant.I could just disappeared one day without anyone noticing.I could just do that.I'm insecure,don't know what for.I don't know why but I am just like that.

Insecurites are like termites and you are the tree.They attack you from the inside,eating you up,slowly and painfully.Insecurities is like a virus in your body.Instead of eating you physically,it eats you up mentally that you get swollen up.You get swallow up in your own fears,your own nightmares,and your very own imagination.

How ironic.The side of you that is afraid,scared,insecure gets bullied by yourself.Because only you know what you are really afraid of.How easy it is to get eaten up by your own imagination.All the dark things you imagine,ghosts,vampires,monster under the bed,psychos,killers,gruesome deaths and etc etc.All of them,came from you.

If Running Man was a person…

He would be a person with 7 split personalities.
He would be a playboy,
He would be a muscle man,
He would betray for his own gain,
He would be very tall,
He would be surprising,
He would be doing body gags randomly,
He would be a very intelligent man,
He would be having blank looks randomly,
He would be in a relationship with himself every Monday.

HUKKK!!!I surprised myself.

I thought of this randomly when I realize I watch Running man more than any other shows.I randomly thought "Aish!I should just marry Running man,"Then everything above suddenly came to me.Hahaha,I'm such a weirdo.There is actually a lot more than the few I wrote above,after all we are talking about running man.

On another note,I have just finish watching Running Man Episode 134.They flew all the way to Vietnam after just resting for a night at Macau.I am so impressed by Kwang Soo's popularity as well.I know he is really popular among we runners but I really didn't expect everyone to quiet down just because he said so.And that Head Chef is so CUTE!He just keeps on laughing that I laugh along.I guess he was laughing at the way they pronounce it or something. Ji Hyo betray Gary again =.= WAE~~~~?!And Gary betrayed her back in the end anyway,so I guess they are even.This was a funny episode.To be honest,only Running Man and Infinity Challenge (Big Bang Episode) make me get all excited over 'Scissors,paper,stone'.Its almost ridiculous,I mean "Who gets excited over something so childish yet we play it until we are old? HAHAH. And they were really daring to actually do an all in.I will never do that,because I am a coward. >.<

Gary had an awesome win in the end.He was really active and tried his best.I thought Dong Wook might actually win since he was running around trying to tear nametags off.But the ending was funny,Gary was taunting Jong Kookie over and over,hahahaha.

Next week its the Jackie Chan episode,I hope they tear nametags with him.Oh yeah,Si Won joins in again.I don't really care much about Si Won because obviously(Rolls eyes) there is a giant mega movie star overshadowing him!I practically grow up watching Jackie Chan movies.Not to mention that Jackie Chan cartoon,Hahaha.I always wake up around 9 o'clock or 9:30am to catch my morning cartoons and anime ^_^Y

I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK!!!!AHHHHH!!!!!

Crush or Friendship?;)

(Wrote this way back but I forgot about it.Nah!)

It was the first time he talked to her.They used to acknowledge each others existence and that's it.It was a casual conversation.Nothing flirty,nothing serious,just plain random conversation.It continued ever since then.They pretty much argue over random senseless things.He insults everything she likes and the argument starts.That is how they interact every moment they are together.They bicker throughout the whole day.But the girl always ends up speechless and loses.That continued until the holidays came.They lost all contact with one another.They bicker so much that they didn't care whether that have each other's number,facebook or twitter.

The next year arrived but they no longer are in the same class.Her new class was boring and quiet.She missed all the noisy moments created in class with him.She recaps the senseless arguments and smiled at the random things they argue about.One day,she was missing him again.And she heard a story about two people constantly arguing and eventually having feelings for one another.She began to suspect herself.
Does she have feelings for him?What is having a crush like?Is the feeling like this?She thinks of him as a fren,a fren she constantly missed because she knows they will never talk to one another ever again.He is just someone passing by her life.A passerby.

What is love?What does having a crush actually means?She is facing major exams this year,she shouldn't think about this.He is just a studious nerd,she shouldn't think about him more than a fren.She will never have him arguing with her ever again.She will never talk to him again.She will never had such fun again.He is one of the boys she actually grow closed to.She doesn't have any guy friends other than him,and another but they grown apart.

It doesn't matter to her whether it is a crush or it isn't.What matters to her is she lost both of her guy friends.It never last.She wish at least one of her friendship with the guys would last.It didn't.
Her story seems to have come to an end.But she is hoping for an unexpected twist.One day,she will get her long lasting friendship.

YAY!I finished writing this story.It is small competition between me and my friend.The plot is actually a story of one of her friends.I don't think she is gonna write it coz she is kinda busy.Shall do it anyway

PS.I made the pic myself,pretty hor?;P

HAPPY CNY!:)

Its the Snake year ^_^
My zodiac's enemy other than a cat.I shouldn't put a smiley face there,LOL.

Anyways,Happy Chinese New Year to everyone.I wish all of you a healthy,happy and awesome swaggy with class year!:)

Going back to my hometown soon :)

And here is some fireworks.(Sorry for the crappy quality)U forgive me,right?Because u ain't suppose to start your new year with bad feelings.SMILE PEOPLE SMILE

Historical Moment of My life on…TWITTER

I started a trend :)

For the first time in my life.

It isn't a good trend though.Its called #PrayForKookie.Sounds so cute,right?It totally fits our Tiger Oppa :) And when u read it out loud it sounds like "Pray For Cookie" =P

Anyway,back to topic.Our Jong Kook oppa injured his leg(rumor is exercise too much,LOL) and being the awesome dedicated member of the Running Man family,he flew to Macau to joined the other members.After that they went to Vietnam to film Running Man as well.And there is news that Jong Kook's leg became worse.So I started a hashtag #PrayforKookie

Some people trended it!I honestly did not expect it to trend at all.Its not those top 10 trends and all.But its a trend I started,I typed it,I created it.

Wow!

I was surprise to see it trend.Its not those major type of trend but WOW!I created it,feel so proud of myself.LOL

Airhead much?Dramatic much?Shallow much?Syok sendiri much?Yea,u are dealing with Yi En Chan.No doubt.

Historical moment of Yi En Chan's life on twitter on 4/2/2013

Tears-LeeSsang

Seriously this song deserves everything.

It deserves more views,more airplay,and it totally deserve the all kill.

For non kpop fans,all kill means topping the charts in Korea like Mnet,Melon and etc etc.

And the lyrics is really sad and sombre
And the lyrics,especially Gary's Rap is so poetic!
I like Gary's part best =D

 (Highlighted the part I like best)

LYRICS :

rap-Gary of Leessang)
niga tteonago neul seulpeuda
amuri seulpeo haedo seulpeumi mojalla
mam nohgo apahal goseul chaja sumneunda
bul kkeojin jib ape meomchwojin
cha ane neoui jib ape
sarang irheun salmeun ganan nama itneun geoseun
geujeo teong bin neowa nan
machi deo isang hamkkehal su eobtneun natgwa bam
uriga nanwo gajin geoseun geurium hana
sure chwihae bulssug chajawa
oneureun opparang jalkkeoramyeo ttereul sseugo
beret naru manjimyeo nae pume nuwo
bogosipeot damyeo mareurhago
wae oppaneun maeil bappeunamyeo
mudgo sori eobsi ulgo
geunyang haebon maeieamyeo
jagin hangsang naeeul midneun dago
nae yeopeul hangsang jikyeo judeon
neowaui modeun geosi da
ijeneun geuriumi doego

c-Gil of Leessang)
jobeun golmoggil sai honja nunmul
nuga bolkkabwa mollae heullin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul

c-Eugene of THE Seeya)
jibap gyedangil arae honja nunmul
niga alkkabwa mollae humchin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul

rap-Gary of Leessang)
urin gounjeong bodan miun jeongi deo manha
maennal ssaugo myeochil dongan anbwa
geureohge urin seoro wonhaet deonge manha
saranghaesseu nikkan eobseumyeon
mot sarasseu nikka
ni mome nan jeom meogji motaneun geo
neowa ssaugo hwahae kiseu hago punjeog
unjeonhal ttaedo soneul kkog jabasseot deon
geumodeun geosi dasi saenggagna
jamsirado gyeote eobseumyeon buranhae
neoreul bonaego tugha myeon meonghae
byeonhae ganeun sesangi sirheo
neoui gieogeul eogjiro kkeonae
ireum eolgul useum hyang gi
niga naege namgin chueogi neomu manha
niga naege namgin yeong honeun ajig nama
sara sum swieo ireohge nareul chajawa
sarang iran dugeul jaro da butwo

c-Gil of Leessang)
jobeun golmoggil sai honja nunmul
nuga bolkkabwa mollae heullin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul

c-Eugene of THE Seeya)
jibap gyedangil arae honja nunmul
niga alkkabwa mollae humchin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul

d-Eugene of THE Seeya)
nae nunmul nunmul nunmul
tto dasi nunmul nunmul nunmul
sori eobseo tto i don’t wanna know
nae gieogeul da beonji gehae

c-Gil of Leessang)
jobeun golmoggil sai honja nunmul
nuga bolkkabwa mollae heullin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul

c-Eugene of THE Seeya)
jibap gyedangil arae honja nunmul
niga alkkabwa mollae humchin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul

ENGLISH TRANS:

[Gary]
After you left, I’m always sad
No matter how sad I am,
the sadness is not enough
I look for a place to hurt and hide
In front of my dark house, in my stopped car,
in front of your house
A life without love is like poverty,
the only thing remaining is an empty room
You and I, we’re like day and night,
which cannot be together
The only thing we split and shared is longing
You get drunk one night, come to me and
fuss that you’re gonna sleep with me
You touch my happy trail and say
that you wanna lay down in my arms
You ask me why I’m always so busy and silently cry
You say didn’t mean it and
that you always believe me
You and everything of you that always protected me
Has now become longing

[Gil]
Alone between narrow streets in tears
In case someone sees, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

[Eugene]
Sit alone on the stairs in front of my house in tears
In case you find out, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

[Gary]
We have bad attachments rather than good attachments^
We fight all the time and go for days without seeing each other
But we wanted each other so much
Because we loved each other,
because we couldn’t live without each other
The freckles on your body, the food you can’t eat
When we kiss and made up after fighting
When we tightly held hands while driving
I remember all of those things
Even if you’re not next to me for a moment, I get nervous
After letting you go, I easily get blank
I hate the changing world
I forcefully take out your memories
Your name, face, laughter, scent
There are so many memories you gave to me
There is so much soul that you left to me
They come to life and find to me
I crush them all with the word, love

[Gil]
Alone between narrow streets in tears
In case someone sees, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

[Eugene]
Sit alone on the stairs in front of my house in tears
In case you find out, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

[Eugene]
My tears, tears, tears
Once again tears, tears, tears
Again silently – I don’t wanna know
It smears my memories

[Gil]
Alone between narrow streets in tears
In case someone sees, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

[Eugene]
Sit alone on the stairs in front of my house in tears
In case you find out, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears

How You Remind Me

One day,if I meet you again…

I would be living in dread,
I would be living in fear,
I hope you forget me,
I hope you stay clear of me,
I hope you won't contact me,
I hope you won't talk to me about the past,
I hope you won't mention it ever again,
At best,I hope we would never meet again.

I'm afraid people will find out,
I'm afraid my friends would shunned me,
I'm afraid of meeting you again,
I'm afraid of what you may say,
I'm afraid of what you would do.
I hope no one finds out and you won't tell anyone.
I hope you lose your memory,
I hope you stop haunting me,
I wish nothing happened.at all.
It utterly destroyed me.
It utterly killed me
because of that one mistake,

I live with secrets fearing people would find out.
Fearing people would look at me in disgust.
Fearing.everyday.
Please walk out of my life
Please go away.
Please don't talk about it anymore,
Please leave me alone.
Please pretend you do not know me.
No matter what happens,
Do not talk to me.

That one mistake change my whole life,
my whole perspective,
told me what was wrong and what was right
that one mistake
made me afraid of you
that one mistake
is the reason I have a mask
that one mistake
change me for better.

I pray to God we never ever ever meet again.
Because I don't want you to remind me,
of what I was.

My opinion on Joon's withdrawal from WGM

Took this from an article at en.Korea.Just look at what Joon written on the official MBLAQ fanclub.SCROLL DOWN TO READ JOON WRITTEN.

It proves something I suspected,Joon was FAKING the whole thing at WGM after the hawaii episodes.He is tired of faking.He couldn't potray a character that is himself but at the same time not himself.Its like that whole incident where he criticized some older korean star.He said he broke up with the girl after seeing that phone call.Joon isn't the type to forgive and start anew with a girl.He is the type where he cannot fake his feelings.

Oklah,u say WGM is fake,its a virtual marriage right?Well its easier to act jealous and happy following some scripted parts and continue on your own.But even though its fake,it doesn't mean Joon can't get hurt and angry by all the scandals.Joon doesn't even think the apology was sincere.To be honest,me too.Who apologizes that way?She was saying I feel really sorry,I really apologized,I felt sorry.She didn't say "I'm sorry",her apologies are so scripted like something out of a company statement.

Back to what I was saying,its not easy for Joon to act happy after getting hurt like that.Its alot easier to act happy when u go there happy,then going there feeling betrayed.Looking at that person that hurt you,looking at that person that betrayed you.

But Yeon Seo really gave her best to make it real again.She tried hard in front of Mir and Seungho.I think she tried her best to get rid of the awkwardness.Kudos to her for trying but the damage is done.

Even if Joon forgave her,I don't think he wants to pretend to be someone he is not on the show.I think Joon wants to be as real as possible.So I guess he got tired of faking and wants to concentrate on Iris 2 and the comeback.

By the way,THIS IS MY SPECULATION.I think Joon's Omma who watches the show and his members noticed he was faking and talk to him about it.That is what,I think.

And most of it is my speculation,so don't take note of some of the stuff I said.Its just a rant and an opinion.Joon is leaving WGM and I think its a good thing.Last filming on 2nd February :)

AILEE IS GOING TO THE GRAMMYS Y'ALL!

http://www.allkpop.com/2013/01/ailee-to-walk-the-red-carpet-at-the-55th-annual-grammy-awards

Read the article at allkpop!

She is a VIP guest!WOOTS!

She only officially debuted last year and she gets to go to the grammys!

How awesome and cool is that?!=D

I knew she was awesome when I first heard her sing I Will Show You.

I am so proud to be an Aileean =D

Hopefully she gains more recognition after this!

Ailee FIGHTING!

And She is only a rookie

There are so many other stars in kpop that have debuted long time ago

but she gets to go to Grammys

they don't.HAH!

This proves that she is a force to be reckon with,Eh?=D

Oh yeah,LeeSsang came out with a new song called Tears

Check it out peeps!=3

And Jay Chou's new mv is super sad =(

Go watch yea!Love him xD

thats all and love,

En

New Story!:)

I wrote it last year.But never got round putting it up.I haven't though of a name yet though.Its my first time writing a fight scene.Its kinda suckish but I hope I can write such scenes better next time. :)

Its in english not chinese.Hahaha.I will continue my chinese love story as well.Do not worry.This story would be on Wattpad.I'm calling it Fighting Death in there.It isn't a good name so I won't put it here.Hope u guys can come up with names for me.Pls comment,yea!Thank You and Saranghae ^_^

Story.Part One.

It all started in the deary rain.Grey gloomy clouds loom over the sky,raindrops splattered heavily on the ground.Cloud look at the girl opposite him.Her red hair flow down to her waist,crystal clear purple eyes glaring fiercely at him,and in her hands a red sword gleaming like rubies.

Cloud sighed,at least this one is pretty he thought to himself.This is the third person challenging him in two days,he is exhausted from travelling and fighting,to be honest,his strength was depleting

He took out his blade,Skybringer.The thunder roared,lightning slash through the skies,Skybringer flash in gold.The girl narrowed her eyes,and disappeared in,a blink of an eye but Cloud was ready,he jump backwards as she slash her sword right in front of his stomach,if he had been a second slower he would be seeing the Gods.He block her attacks easily with his sword.

She move back and scream in frustration.

"FLAMES OF THE ABYSS!"She yelled.

Her sword shine like rubies,Flaming fires blast out from her sword towards him.He dogde her attacks with graceful movements,as if he was dancing around the fire.

"Playtime is over."

He raised Skybringer to the sky,lightning came down and strike him.He was not dead,but he was glowing.A white blue-ish flame glows around him.Cloud smiled and move at the speed of light.He disappeared and the girl start panicking,turning around and round to find him.

He slash her from the back.

"AHHHHHHHHH!!!"
She scream out in pain and agony.

"Game over"

Cloud thrust his sword into her heart.The blood flow out crimson red like a river.Her body went limped.
Cloud remove his sword from the body and said
"Another one to see you,Death."

"I wish they would kill you sometimes"

I'm so SCREWED

Obstacles are like Add Maths.It takes effort and time to find your way around the obstacle.In Add Maths,its the same.If this formula wouldn't work,use another formula.Like in Chapter 1 for form 5,most of us(or more like me) would not think of using log to solve the problem when we got caught at indices.We just have to crack our brains and find the right solution for add maths and so is the obstacles we face in life.We just have to find our way around it.The hard way is walking through it like a brick wall but it is fast.The second hardest way is climbing over the brick wall,not only it is time consuming but you waste energy as well.The third way is walking around it,it takes longer time but less effort is needed.We just have to choose thay one particular way or formula that suits us and use it.

Just craping some stuff out here.I'm just so the BORED.I'm actually supposed to be busy with homework but I'm lazy.Sorry.I really should get my priorities right.Haiz...I get caught up in my thoughts and twitter so much that I never do my homework or concentrate on it.

This is bad.I have a war to fight this year.I have SPM.My first battle is at the end of February and I haven't even start getting my battlegear.I haven't get my weapons for war.I HAVE NOT GET ANYTHING.

This is bad.very bad.very very bad.Bye people.I should get my battlegear and my priorities right.Sayonara peeps!

People like me.Or rather me again

Looking through random blogs,I found some active bloggers. I am not actually close to them.But funny enough,we are all socially awkward people.Well,according to ourselves since I don't really know them that well,only through their blogs.We all have flaws,we all get tongue tied in front of strangers,we all hope to get a friend in real life and not through the internet to talk about our interests,to have a friend that is willing to go to a concert with us that actually like the same singer/band.

In other words,we are better at expressing our insecurities on the internet than in the real life talking face to face.Its so much easier to tell someone I like Jay Chou on the internet than jumping on the bandwagon saying "I love Jay Chou too!"

Example:
IN REALITY:
A:Did u listen to Jay Chou's new album?
B:Yeah!It was way better than the last.
Me:(OMG!They like him too!But Idk them,I wish I can join in the conversation)*Looking at them sadly,they probably think I'm stalker-ish*

Who's that girl?

Just finish reading one of my school senior's blog.It is probably one of the blogs I frequently go to.Before I found her blog,To me,she is a pretty,popular girl.After I read her blog,I found out that she is not only popular and pretty,she is also a insecure,appreciates her family and friends,tough and ss girl.Haha.
Who knew behind her strong facade,she is also just a girl with insecurities, a girl who is afraid of growing up,a girl who faces teenage drama,a girl who needs her mum to talk to her,she is actually just a teenager.

To be honest,I thought all the popular people have perfect lives,alot of friends,good looks,good results,good in Kokurikulum,and have pretty much a good life.I was kinda wrong here,haha.They aren't as perfect as I thought they were.

I don't really have much in common with her,other than we both love soundtracks,read books,blogs and we are both girls,hahaha.Oh,and we both once thought it was important to hang out with popular people,she doesn't think she is hanging out with popular people anymore,but I still think she is,just that I guess they are truer friends than whichever popular people she was hanging out from before.

I gave up the "befriend popular people" notion long time ago because I realized I suck at talking to popular people and it is super awkward talking to popular people and strangers I don't know,and I found friends I care about and liked.To be brutally honest,that is such a dumb and brainless notion.I guess that happens when you watch too much tv when you are younger.

I admire her a lot.She is outgoing,while I hide under my shell;she is active,while I am passive;she is strong,but I am weak,she has moments when she was weak but she is still strong in my opinion while I stay weak;She is independent while I am spoilt brat.

In other words,she is everything I want to be but I am not.But I will stick to my own music preference,I can't live on oldies music,no way!She is not going to update her blog for 3 months,because she has gone somewhere.I hope her the best in her SPM results,she will never know me,but I am happy I know her better through her blog because it is kinda inspirational and its like a storybook of growing up.I feel kinda stalker-ish now ·___· It's just a very teenager and humane blog.That I like.Hahaha.

JOON,YEON SEO N JANG WOO

I decided to post this particular pic I screen captured from allkpop because these words,pretty much added oil to my burning anger.Everyone has a pretty clear idea of what is happening now.Yeon Seo's company said she was dating Jang Woo in real life.It was pretty much horror for A+s and Joonseo couple fans.I wanted to shout in her face for doing that to Lee Joon and for her awesome acting.I went crazy with anger.And it didn't help that I just watch the most recent episode before the news broke up and was excited about what Joonseo did in their room.

Next,JTuneCamp was stunned and baffled like WGM Producers.Then a statement come out from Yeon Seo's management company saying Jang Woo n Yeon Seo are just close frens and they might date in the future and they ARE NOT DATING NOW.Seriously I was suspicious.Its impossible.They said something so careless and the next thing they just say something so weak as a statement.I can't believe it.

Then WGM announce that Yeon Seo has speak to them and she is not dating Jang Woo.Joonseo couple would not be taken off the show.After watching two MBLAQ videos of women cheating on Joon(Y and This is War),I was skeptical.How can I not be?You try reading 5 articles abt Joonseo couple and not hear a single word from Joon.He did not appear.Yeon Seo at least said something for the last article.But Joon is still missing in action.I can't help but wonder what he is thinking.The fact that he has suffered depression and insomia before does not help.I need Joon himself to appear in public to say what he feels.Without Yeon Seo beside him,without anyone intefering.

To be honest,if Joon just comes out and says he is fine honestly.I can let go of my anger and worry.I just need Joon to be okay.That is it.To me,Joon being happy and real to himself is more important than anything.I was really sad when I heard the news,I thought I wouldn't get to see Joon on WGM anymore.I just want to look at Joon being happy and crazy.But if Joon is gonna be hiding his true self from the show...I don't think I can watch it properly.But Joon himself is a great actor,I wouldn't know,would I?:/

Death Note:Yagami Light's perspective

The world is rotting.Everyday people are dying.Not from diseases,not from getting killed.They are dying mentally.People in the streets walk away when someone gets harassed,People walk away even though they killed someone just because there is not enough evidence.Despite how obvious it is.Or the judges are taking bribes.Either way the world is full of killers,robbers,rapist.I spend my whole life wanting to be a policeman,to fight for what is right,to fight for justice.But there is nothing like justice anymore these days.There is no law.Even if the killers get caught,most of them don't get what they really deserve.They either get away with it or get a low sentence.But with this power in my hands,I can change the world.I can,I must,because only I am capable of the responsibility I now bear.People shudder in fear at Kira's name,they think twice before they ever commit a lie,a fraud,a kill.The number of criminals are dropping drastically.I will judge,I will bring justice,I am the God of this new world!I,Yagami Light,shall changed it.I fight for justice.I have to do it.No other person can do it other than me.They are not capable of upholding such power without being destroyed mentally ,I can take the pressure.No one could take it other than me.I am justice and I will bring L down without hesitation.I,Yagami Light shall carry out this responsibility and change the world.

Don't worry,I am still me.I am just writing this from my Yagami Light's perspective.Its my version of Yagami Light.Kinda fun,kekeke.I should do this from L's perspective one day.When I have time,kekekeke.

Monday Couple is BACK?!;)

Lets be straight here.We all do NOT mind the fact Ji Hyo is in a relationship with her CEO,Baek Chang Joo.But we all mind the fact it kinda destroyed Monday Couple.To be honest,I hardly remember her boyfriend's existence.Other than that particular time they got caught.He pretty much disappeared.Ji Hyo hardly discusses about him in public which made him more invisible than ever.And now with recent news that Monday Couple is back in act,and this wonderful picture at SBS certainly helping our runner ( more like monday couple shipper) dreams come true.

To be honest,I thought she would be there with her boyfriend.I mean,he would be there to support her,right?But it was Gary.She walked in with that LeeSsang's other half,mainstream rapper,KANG GARY.I was damn surprise.To me,she either walk in there with all the members or her boyfriend or her alone.I totally did NOT expect Gary to show up.AT ALL.Come on..Ji Hyo is smiling at our Gary here who is so cute with the double Y＾＾Y.They never look more couple like then ever!

My personal opinion.It isn't the truth.Just speculation.Just in case,rumors that she broke up starts.I certainly do not want to take responsibility.If Ji Hyo is happy with Mr.Baek  ,its fine.TOTALLY.But it ain't showing.They must be really good at secret dating one another........