U think u know me?;)

What music I like?
Almost everything is fine by me,I just started tolerating Justin Bieber.Its an improvement,alright.

Who is my ultimate KPop Bias?
Big Bang,Choi Seung Hyun is my fav member

Who is my ultimate KDrama Bias?
Lee Min Ho :)

Who is my ultra Idol?
Jay Chou,周杰伦

What is my favorite variety show?
Running Man

What food I like?
Alot actually,hehehe

My Hobby?
Reading manga,fanfics,fiction.Watching random shows

Fav manga for life?
Doraemon

Fav manga for now?
Pandora Hearts

Fav Book Series?
Belgarath series (it isn't famous,but its damn good!)
I like alot of books actually,so yeah.

Thats all for now,can't think of anything and I'm bored.Shall go watch Faith now.Its a new Korean Drama by Min Ho oppa.Its awesome!Min Ho is soooo CHARISMATIC!!!!Absolute love for Min Ho!

MINOZ4LIFE!
RUNNER4LIFE!
(It would be an absolute dream come true if Min Ho goes on Running Man,just saying and hoping it comes true one day :D)

VIP4LIFE!
JAY2UMEMBERFORLIFE!!!!
WOOTS!!!!

Yay.Tweet Replied by Ultra cool Malaysians!:)

U noe the guy called Jin Lim?aka JinnyBoy?He replied 3 tweets of mine.*Ultra fangirling*U noe the abuden video guy on youtube.If u don't know that video,u are really,really,REALLY outdated.SERIOUSLY.As serious as the boringness of sejarah.Ok,bad joke.He is a DJ on Hitz fm.He interviewed ultra awesome Youtube stars like Wongfu productions and David Choi.He also interviewed Greyson Chance.

Another ultra star hu replied my tweet is Amber Chia.The Amber Chia.So unbelievable.I thought she would ignore my tweet but she replied me.Totally unexpected.Coz I'm so used to people ignoring me.The supermodel of Malaysia.
*Ultra happy fangirl mode*

Nope,I never saw any of them in real live.Only on tv and youtube.I received 3 tweets each from both of them and I'm satisfied.Yup,I'm shallow.Can't stand my ultra fangirl happiness that is so shallow?Sue me then.I'm fine with it.I'm in a good mood

Friendship.A simple word.One word with two syllables.Easily said but hard to understand.Hard to built but falls easily.It takes months to built a friendship but takes a few seconds to destroy.one of the things everyone needs in life,yet one of the things many people take it for granted.Some friendships manage to last,some don't.Some fall apart.Some breaks into pieces.Friendship is like glass.It takes time and patience to craft it into a beautiful glass,yet it only needs a stone thrown in one second to hit it and break.

 I suck at any form of relationship anyway~

Finally realization abt Biology

I honestly cannot stand bio.It is supppse to make sense but,nothing abt it sounds like sense.It is suppose to be facts but they are facts that I honestly can't handle.I don't understand anything about it even though it is plain english!!!!I'm so dumb,I can't even understand english.I wanna dielah.I can't drop it.I can't die right now.I just wanna die when it comes to bio.Just put a knife in me please.Anybody.I don't even dare to tell my parents my bio results.Oh God,kill me.

Bon Voyage

GAH!My Brain is like suddenly surrounded by stupid thoughts about you.It shouldn't be.I know you have found a new set of friends.When you got that,I knew you will rise high,the fact of seeing you hang out with us will be come less and lesser,Especially since you will need to get along with them in order to fulfill what you must.As a matter of fact,I think I will hardly talk to you anymore next year.The future isn't predictable.But seeing what many people went through,I think you will become like them.I don't know whether they contact with their old friends,but I think it will become less.It helps your future and I am happy you got it.You deserve it,seeing your passion and your love for it.I envy you in some ways.You kinda have a clear view of what you want.Anyways,I am are always your buddy.I'm jealous,k?You are my buddy in a way after all.You may not think of me as your buddy but you will always be my buddy.Today,tomorrow and forever(if possible)

Have fun,bud.You are in for a busy future that you will love.Every minute of it.Thanks bud.You were always there.But I guess,not anymore.It will be great if you are still there,but I don't think so.You are one of the best buds ever.All your stupid jokes that never failed to make me laugh.Your randomness nvr failed to make me do this face =.= and =) at the same time.our random arguements that range from everything.Yeah,I'm gonna miss that.Bon voyage,bud.Its just a matter of time before I say that to you.I'll just say it now.But you won't see this.You don't know I have a blog anyway.

Bon Voyage,my friend.I sincerely hope you prove me wrong. =/

Outside my window

Change my blog title to,Trying to be Real.Coz I'm too complicated to be real,maybe its because I think too much or is it because I have no real idea who I am.I wanna be real,for once.
I cry alot,over stuff I don't understand and stuff I really shouldn't cry about but I can't help it.I cry less as I grow older,because I'm more mature than before I guess.Another thing about me is,I'm sensitive and I have a giant mask on myself.Sometimes I think I even stop myself from being me.Yup,I'm complicated.I act as if I'm ok,not envious about anything,but I do.Its a human thing,right?
I want to be who I am.Its like there is this whole side of me that I haven't found yet.It exist but I'm keeping it away from myself and from others.Is it because of my inability to love?I have no idea.I don't really know why I'm writing this…There is so much crap(inner crap,lol)I'm SO MELODRAMATIC.SUE ME.