My opinion on Joon's withdrawal from WGM

Took this from an article at en.Korea.Just look at what Joon written on the official MBLAQ fanclub.SCROLL DOWN TO READ JOON WRITTEN.

It proves something I suspected,Joon was FAKING the whole thing at WGM after the hawaii episodes.He is tired of faking.He couldn't potray a character that is himself but at the same time not himself.Its like that whole incident where he criticized some older korean star.He said he broke up with the girl after seeing that phone call.Joon isn't the type to forgive and start anew with a girl.He is the type where he cannot fake his feelings.

Oklah,u say WGM is fake,its a virtual marriage right?Well its easier to act jealous and happy following some scripted parts and continue on your own.But even though its fake,it doesn't mean Joon can't get hurt and angry by all the scandals.Joon doesn't even think the apology was sincere.To be honest,me too.Who apologizes that way?She was saying I feel really sorry,I really apologized,I felt sorry.She didn't say "I'm sorry",her apologies are so scripted like something out of a company statement.

Back to what I was saying,its not easy for Joon to act happy after getting hurt like that.Its alot easier to act happy when u go there happy,then going there feeling betrayed.Looking at that person that hurt you,looking at that person that betrayed you.

But Yeon Seo really gave her best to make it real again.She tried hard in front of Mir and Seungho.I think she tried her best to get rid of the awkwardness.Kudos to her for trying but the damage is done.

Even if Joon forgave her,I don't think he wants to pretend to be someone he is not on the show.I think Joon wants to be as real as possible.So I guess he got tired of faking and wants to concentrate on Iris 2 and the comeback.

By the way,THIS IS MY SPECULATION.I think Joon's Omma who watches the show and his members noticed he was faking and talk to him about it.That is what,I think.

And most of it is my speculation,so don't take note of some of the stuff I said.Its just a rant and an opinion.Joon is leaving WGM and I think its a good thing.Last filming on 2nd February :)

AILEE IS GOING TO THE GRAMMYS Y'ALL!

http://www.allkpop.com/2013/01/ailee-to-walk-the-red-carpet-at-the-55th-annual-grammy-awards

Read the article at allkpop!

She is a VIP guest!WOOTS!

She only officially debuted last year and she gets to go to the grammys!

How awesome and cool is that?!=D

I knew she was awesome when I first heard her sing I Will Show You.

I am so proud to be an Aileean =D

Hopefully she gains more recognition after this!

Ailee FIGHTING!

And She is only a rookie

There are so many other stars in kpop that have debuted long time ago

but she gets to go to Grammys

they don't.HAH!

This proves that she is a force to be reckon with,Eh?=D

Oh yeah,LeeSsang came out with a new song called Tears

Check it out peeps!=3

And Jay Chou's new mv is super sad =(

Go watch yea!Love him xD

thats all and love,

En

New Story!:)

I wrote it last year.But never got round putting it up.I haven't though of a name yet though.Its my first time writing a fight scene.Its kinda suckish but I hope I can write such scenes better next time. :)

Its in english not chinese.Hahaha.I will continue my chinese love story as well.Do not worry.This story would be on Wattpad.I'm calling it Fighting Death in there.It isn't a good name so I won't put it here.Hope u guys can come up with names for me.Pls comment,yea!Thank You and Saranghae ^_^

Story.Part One.

It all started in the deary rain.Grey gloomy clouds loom over the sky,raindrops splattered heavily on the ground.Cloud look at the girl opposite him.Her red hair flow down to her waist,crystal clear purple eyes glaring fiercely at him,and in her hands a red sword gleaming like rubies.

Cloud sighed,at least this one is pretty he thought to himself.This is the third person challenging him in two days,he is exhausted from travelling and fighting,to be honest,his strength was depleting

He took out his blade,Skybringer.The thunder roared,lightning slash through the skies,Skybringer flash in gold.The girl narrowed her eyes,and disappeared in,a blink of an eye but Cloud was ready,he jump backwards as she slash her sword right in front of his stomach,if he had been a second slower he would be seeing the Gods.He block her attacks easily with his sword.

She move back and scream in frustration.

"FLAMES OF THE ABYSS!"She yelled.

Her sword shine like rubies,Flaming fires blast out from her sword towards him.He dogde her attacks with graceful movements,as if he was dancing around the fire.

"Playtime is over."

He raised Skybringer to the sky,lightning came down and strike him.He was not dead,but he was glowing.A white blue-ish flame glows around him.Cloud smiled and move at the speed of light.He disappeared and the girl start panicking,turning around and round to find him.

He slash her from the back.

"AHHHHHHHHH!!!"
She scream out in pain and agony.

"Game over"

Cloud thrust his sword into her heart.The blood flow out crimson red like a river.Her body went limped.
Cloud remove his sword from the body and said
"Another one to see you,Death."

"I wish they would kill you sometimes"

I'm so SCREWED

Obstacles are like Add Maths.It takes effort and time to find your way around the obstacle.In Add Maths,its the same.If this formula wouldn't work,use another formula.Like in Chapter 1 for form 5,most of us(or more like me) would not think of using log to solve the problem when we got caught at indices.We just have to crack our brains and find the right solution for add maths and so is the obstacles we face in life.We just have to find our way around it.The hard way is walking through it like a brick wall but it is fast.The second hardest way is climbing over the brick wall,not only it is time consuming but you waste energy as well.The third way is walking around it,it takes longer time but less effort is needed.We just have to choose thay one particular way or formula that suits us and use it.

Just craping some stuff out here.I'm just so the BORED.I'm actually supposed to be busy with homework but I'm lazy.Sorry.I really should get my priorities right.Haiz...I get caught up in my thoughts and twitter so much that I never do my homework or concentrate on it.

This is bad.I have a war to fight this year.I have SPM.My first battle is at the end of February and I haven't even start getting my battlegear.I haven't get my weapons for war.I HAVE NOT GET ANYTHING.

This is bad.very bad.very very bad.Bye people.I should get my battlegear and my priorities right.Sayonara peeps!

People like me.Or rather me again

Looking through random blogs,I found some active bloggers. I am not actually close to them.But funny enough,we are all socially awkward people.Well,according to ourselves since I don't really know them that well,only through their blogs.We all have flaws,we all get tongue tied in front of strangers,we all hope to get a friend in real life and not through the internet to talk about our interests,to have a friend that is willing to go to a concert with us that actually like the same singer/band.

In other words,we are better at expressing our insecurities on the internet than in the real life talking face to face.Its so much easier to tell someone I like Jay Chou on the internet than jumping on the bandwagon saying "I love Jay Chou too!"

Example:
IN REALITY:
A:Did u listen to Jay Chou's new album?
B:Yeah!It was way better than the last.
Me:(OMG!They like him too!But Idk them,I wish I can join in the conversation)*Looking at them sadly,they probably think I'm stalker-ish*

Who's that girl?

Just finish reading one of my school senior's blog.It is probably one of the blogs I frequently go to.Before I found her blog,To me,she is a pretty,popular girl.After I read her blog,I found out that she is not only popular and pretty,she is also a insecure,appreciates her family and friends,tough and ss girl.Haha.
Who knew behind her strong facade,she is also just a girl with insecurities, a girl who is afraid of growing up,a girl who faces teenage drama,a girl who needs her mum to talk to her,she is actually just a teenager.

To be honest,I thought all the popular people have perfect lives,alot of friends,good looks,good results,good in Kokurikulum,and have pretty much a good life.I was kinda wrong here,haha.They aren't as perfect as I thought they were.

I don't really have much in common with her,other than we both love soundtracks,read books,blogs and we are both girls,hahaha.Oh,and we both once thought it was important to hang out with popular people,she doesn't think she is hanging out with popular people anymore,but I still think she is,just that I guess they are truer friends than whichever popular people she was hanging out from before.

I gave up the "befriend popular people" notion long time ago because I realized I suck at talking to popular people and it is super awkward talking to popular people and strangers I don't know,and I found friends I care about and liked.To be brutally honest,that is such a dumb and brainless notion.I guess that happens when you watch too much tv when you are younger.

I admire her a lot.She is outgoing,while I hide under my shell;she is active,while I am passive;she is strong,but I am weak,she has moments when she was weak but she is still strong in my opinion while I stay weak;She is independent while I am spoilt brat.

In other words,she is everything I want to be but I am not.But I will stick to my own music preference,I can't live on oldies music,no way!She is not going to update her blog for 3 months,because she has gone somewhere.I hope her the best in her SPM results,she will never know me,but I am happy I know her better through her blog because it is kinda inspirational and its like a storybook of growing up.I feel kinda stalker-ish now ·___· It's just a very teenager and humane blog.That I like.Hahaha.

JOON,YEON SEO N JANG WOO

I decided to post this particular pic I screen captured from allkpop because these words,pretty much added oil to my burning anger.Everyone has a pretty clear idea of what is happening now.Yeon Seo's company said she was dating Jang Woo in real life.It was pretty much horror for A+s and Joonseo couple fans.I wanted to shout in her face for doing that to Lee Joon and for her awesome acting.I went crazy with anger.And it didn't help that I just watch the most recent episode before the news broke up and was excited about what Joonseo did in their room.

Next,JTuneCamp was stunned and baffled like WGM Producers.Then a statement come out from Yeon Seo's management company saying Jang Woo n Yeon Seo are just close frens and they might date in the future and they ARE NOT DATING NOW.Seriously I was suspicious.Its impossible.They said something so careless and the next thing they just say something so weak as a statement.I can't believe it.

Then WGM announce that Yeon Seo has speak to them and she is not dating Jang Woo.Joonseo couple would not be taken off the show.After watching two MBLAQ videos of women cheating on Joon(Y and This is War),I was skeptical.How can I not be?You try reading 5 articles abt Joonseo couple and not hear a single word from Joon.He did not appear.Yeon Seo at least said something for the last article.But Joon is still missing in action.I can't help but wonder what he is thinking.The fact that he has suffered depression and insomia before does not help.I need Joon himself to appear in public to say what he feels.Without Yeon Seo beside him,without anyone intefering.

To be honest,if Joon just comes out and says he is fine honestly.I can let go of my anger and worry.I just need Joon to be okay.That is it.To me,Joon being happy and real to himself is more important than anything.I was really sad when I heard the news,I thought I wouldn't get to see Joon on WGM anymore.I just want to look at Joon being happy and crazy.But if Joon is gonna be hiding his true self from the show...I don't think I can watch it properly.But Joon himself is a great actor,I wouldn't know,would I?:/

Death Note:Yagami Light's perspective

The world is rotting.Everyday people are dying.Not from diseases,not from getting killed.They are dying mentally.People in the streets walk away when someone gets harassed,People walk away even though they killed someone just because there is not enough evidence.Despite how obvious it is.Or the judges are taking bribes.Either way the world is full of killers,robbers,rapist.I spend my whole life wanting to be a policeman,to fight for what is right,to fight for justice.But there is nothing like justice anymore these days.There is no law.Even if the killers get caught,most of them don't get what they really deserve.They either get away with it or get a low sentence.But with this power in my hands,I can change the world.I can,I must,because only I am capable of the responsibility I now bear.People shudder in fear at Kira's name,they think twice before they ever commit a lie,a fraud,a kill.The number of criminals are dropping drastically.I will judge,I will bring justice,I am the God of this new world!I,Yagami Light,shall changed it.I fight for justice.I have to do it.No other person can do it other than me.They are not capable of upholding such power without being destroyed mentally ,I can take the pressure.No one could take it other than me.I am justice and I will bring L down without hesitation.I,Yagami Light shall carry out this responsibility and change the world.

Don't worry,I am still me.I am just writing this from my Yagami Light's perspective.Its my version of Yagami Light.Kinda fun,kekeke.I should do this from L's perspective one day.When I have time,kekekeke.

Monday Couple is BACK?!;)

Lets be straight here.We all do NOT mind the fact Ji Hyo is in a relationship with her CEO,Baek Chang Joo.But we all mind the fact it kinda destroyed Monday Couple.To be honest,I hardly remember her boyfriend's existence.Other than that particular time they got caught.He pretty much disappeared.Ji Hyo hardly discusses about him in public which made him more invisible than ever.And now with recent news that Monday Couple is back in act,and this wonderful picture at SBS certainly helping our runner ( more like monday couple shipper) dreams come true.

To be honest,I thought she would be there with her boyfriend.I mean,he would be there to support her,right?But it was Gary.She walked in with that LeeSsang's other half,mainstream rapper,KANG GARY.I was damn surprise.To me,she either walk in there with all the members or her boyfriend or her alone.I totally did NOT expect Gary to show up.AT ALL.Come on..Ji Hyo is smiling at our Gary here who is so cute with the double Y＾＾Y.They never look more couple like then ever!

My personal opinion.It isn't the truth.Just speculation.Just in case,rumors that she broke up starts.I certainly do not want to take responsibility.If Ji Hyo is happy with Mr.Baek  ,its fine.TOTALLY.But it ain't showing.They must be really good at secret dating one another........