Took it from Lewis Caroll's Alice in Wonderland book title.Its pretty self-explanatory.I looking for myself using this blog to record my journey to me.My happiness,my sorrow and my life.
Thursday, February 28, 2013
If Running Man was a person…
He would be a playboy,
He would be a muscle man,
He would betray for his own gain,
He would be very tall,
He would be surprising,
He would be doing body gags randomly,
He would be a very intelligent man,
He would be having blank looks randomly,
He would be in a relationship with himself every Monday.
HUKKK!!!I surprised myself.
I thought of this randomly when I realize I watch Running man more than any other shows.I randomly thought "Aish!I should just marry Running man,"Then everything above suddenly came to me.Hahaha,I'm such a weirdo.There is actually a lot more than the few I wrote above,after all we are talking about running man.
On another note,I have just finish watching Running Man Episode 134.They flew all the way to Vietnam after just resting for a night at Macau.I am so impressed by Kwang Soo's popularity as well.I know he is really popular among we runners but I really didn't expect everyone to quiet down just because he said so.And that Head Chef is so CUTE!He just keeps on laughing that I laugh along.I guess he was laughing at the way they pronounce it or something. Ji Hyo betray Gary again =.= WAE~~~~?!And Gary betrayed her back in the end anyway,so I guess they are even.This was a funny episode.To be honest,only Running Man and Infinity Challenge (Big Bang Episode) make me get all excited over 'Scissors,paper,stone'.Its almost ridiculous,I mean "Who gets excited over something so childish yet we play it until we are old? HAHAH. And they were really daring to actually do an all in.I will never do that,because I am a coward. >.<
Gary had an awesome win in the end.He was really active and tried his best.I thought Dong Wook might actually win since he was running around trying to tear nametags off.But the ending was funny,Gary was taunting Jong Kookie over and over,hahahaha.
Next week its the Jackie Chan episode,I hope they tear nametags with him.Oh yeah,Si Won joins in again.I don't really care much about Si Won because obviously(Rolls eyes) there is a giant mega movie star overshadowing him!I practically grow up watching Jackie Chan movies.Not to mention that Jackie Chan cartoon,Hahaha.I always wake up around 9 o'clock or 9:30am to catch my morning cartoons and anime ^_^Y
I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK!!!!AHHHHH!!!!!
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Crush or Friendship?;)
It was the first time he talked to her.They used to acknowledge each others existence and that's it.It was a casual conversation.Nothing flirty,nothing serious,just plain random conversation.It continued ever since then.They pretty much argue over random senseless things.He insults everything she likes and the argument starts.That is how they interact every moment they are together.They bicker throughout the whole day.But the girl always ends up speechless and loses.That continued until the holidays came.They lost all contact with one another.They bicker so much that they didn't care whether that have each other's number,facebook or twitter.
The next year arrived but they no longer are in the same class.Her new class was boring and quiet.She missed all the noisy moments created in class with him.She recaps the senseless arguments and smiled at the random things they argue about.One day,she was missing him again.And she heard a story about two people constantly arguing and eventually having feelings for one another.She began to suspect herself.
Does she have feelings for him?What is having a crush like?Is the feeling like this?She thinks of him as a fren,a fren she constantly missed because she knows they will never talk to one another ever again.He is just someone passing by her life.A passerby.
What is love?What does having a crush actually means?She is facing major exams this year,she shouldn't think about this.He is just a studious nerd,she shouldn't think about him more than a fren.She will never have him arguing with her ever again.She will never talk to him again.She will never had such fun again.He is one of the boys she actually grow closed to.She doesn't have any guy friends other than him,and another but they grown apart.
It doesn't matter to her whether it is a crush or it isn't.What matters to her is she lost both of her guy friends.It never last.She wish at least one of her friendship with the guys would last.It didn't.
Her story seems to have come to an end.But she is hoping for an unexpected twist.One day,she will get her long lasting friendship.
YAY!I finished writing this story.It is small competition between me and my friend.The plot is actually a story of one of her friends.I don't think she is gonna write it coz she is kinda busy.Shall do it anyway
PS.I made the pic myself,pretty hor?;P
Sunday, February 10, 2013
HAPPY CNY!:)
Its the Snake year ^_^
My zodiac's enemy other than a cat.I shouldn't put a smiley face there,LOL.
Anyways,Happy Chinese New Year to everyone.I wish all of you a healthy,happy and awesome swaggy with class year!:)
Going back to my hometown soon :)
And here is some fireworks.(Sorry for the crappy quality)U forgive me,right?Because u ain't suppose to start your new year with bad feelings.SMILE PEOPLE SMILE
Monday, February 4, 2013
Historical Moment of My life on…TWITTER
I started a trend :)
For the first time in my life.
It isn't a good trend though.Its called #PrayForKookie.Sounds so cute,right?It totally fits our Tiger Oppa :) And when u read it out loud it sounds like "Pray For Cookie" =P
Anyway,back to topic.Our Jong Kook oppa injured his leg(rumor is exercise too much,LOL) and being the awesome dedicated member of the Running Man family,he flew to Macau to joined the other members.After that they went to Vietnam to film Running Man as well.And there is news that Jong Kook's leg became worse.So I started a hashtag #PrayforKookie
Some people trended it!I honestly did not expect it to trend at all.Its not those top 10 trends and all.But its a trend I started,I typed it,I created it.
Wow!
I was surprise to see it trend.Its not those major type of trend but WOW!I created it,feel so proud of myself.LOL
Airhead much?Dramatic much?Shallow much?Syok sendiri much?Yea,u are dealing with Yi En Chan.No doubt.
Historical moment of Yi En Chan's life on twitter on 4/2/2013
Friday, February 1, 2013
Tears-LeeSsang
And the lyrics,especially Gary's Rap is so poetic!
I like Gary's part best =D
niga tteonago neul seulpeuda
amuri seulpeo haedo seulpeumi mojalla
mam nohgo apahal goseul chaja sumneunda
bul kkeojin jib ape meomchwojin
cha ane neoui jib ape
sarang irheun salmeun ganan nama itneun geoseun
geujeo teong bin neowa nan
machi deo isang hamkkehal su eobtneun natgwa bam
uriga nanwo gajin geoseun geurium hana
sure chwihae bulssug chajawa
oneureun opparang jalkkeoramyeo ttereul sseugo
beret naru manjimyeo nae pume nuwo
bogosipeot damyeo mareurhago
wae oppaneun maeil bappeunamyeo
mudgo sori eobsi ulgo
geunyang haebon maeieamyeo
jagin hangsang naeeul midneun dago
nae yeopeul hangsang jikyeo judeon
neowaui modeun geosi da
ijeneun geuriumi doego
jobeun golmoggil sai honja nunmul
nuga bolkkabwa mollae heullin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul
jibap gyedangil arae honja nunmul
niga alkkabwa mollae humchin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul
urin gounjeong bodan miun jeongi deo manha
maennal ssaugo myeochil dongan anbwa
geureohge urin seoro wonhaet deonge manha
saranghaesseu nikkan eobseumyeon
mot sarasseu nikka
ni mome nan jeom meogji motaneun geo
neowa ssaugo hwahae kiseu hago punjeog
unjeonhal ttaedo soneul kkog jabasseot deon
geumodeun geosi dasi saenggagna
jamsirado gyeote eobseumyeon buranhae
neoreul bonaego tugha myeon meonghae
byeonhae ganeun sesangi sirheo
neoui gieogeul eogjiro kkeonae
ireum eolgul useum hyang gi
niga naege namgin chueogi neomu manha
niga naege namgin yeong honeun ajig nama
sara sum swieo ireohge nareul chajawa
sarang iran dugeul jaro da butwo
jobeun golmoggil sai honja nunmul
nuga bolkkabwa mollae heullin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul
jibap gyedangil arae honja nunmul
niga alkkabwa mollae humchin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul
nae nunmul nunmul nunmul
tto dasi nunmul nunmul nunmul
sori eobseo tto i don’t wanna know
nae gieogeul da beonji gehae
jobeun golmoggil sai honja nunmul
nuga bolkkabwa mollae heullin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul
jibap gyedangil arae honja nunmul
niga alkkabwa mollae humchin nunmul
yaghae jiji anheuryeo balbeo dungeul chiryeoda
nae nunmul
After you left, I’m always sad
No matter how sad I am,
the sadness is not enough
I look for a place to hurt and hide
In front of my dark house, in my stopped car,
in front of your house
A life without love is like poverty,
the only thing remaining is an empty room
You and I, we’re like day and night,
which cannot be together
The only thing we split and shared is longing
You get drunk one night, come to me and
fuss that you’re gonna sleep with me
You touch my happy trail and say
that you wanna lay down in my arms
You ask me why I’m always so busy and silently cry
You say didn’t mean it and
that you always believe me
You and everything of you that always protected me
Has now become longing
Alone between narrow streets in tears
In case someone sees, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears
Sit alone on the stairs in front of my house in tears
In case you find out, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears
We have bad attachments rather than good attachments^
We fight all the time and go for days without seeing each other
But we wanted each other so much
Because we loved each other,
because we couldn’t live without each other
The freckles on your body, the food you can’t eat
When we kiss and made up after fighting
When we tightly held hands while driving
I remember all of those things
Even if you’re not next to me for a moment, I get nervous
After letting you go, I easily get blank
I hate the changing world
I forcefully take out your memories
Your name, face, laughter, scent
There are so many memories you gave to me
There is so much soul that you left to me
They come to life and find to me
I crush them all with the word, love
Alone between narrow streets in tears
In case someone sees, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears
Sit alone on the stairs in front of my house in tears
In case you find out, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears
My tears, tears, tears
Once again tears, tears, tears
Again silently – I don’t wanna know
It smears my memories
Alone between narrow streets in tears
In case someone sees, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears
Sit alone on the stairs in front of my house in tears
In case you find out, I secretly shed tears
I try so hard not to become weak
My tears
How You Remind Me
I would be living in dread,
I would be living in fear,
I hope you forget me,
I hope you stay clear of me,
I hope you won't contact me,
I hope you won't talk to me about the past,
I hope you won't mention it ever again,
At best,I hope we would never meet again.
I'm afraid people will find out,
I'm afraid my friends would shunned me,
I'm afraid of meeting you again,
I'm afraid of what you may say,
I'm afraid of what you would do.
I hope no one finds out and you won't tell anyone.
I hope you lose your memory,
I hope you stop haunting me,
I wish nothing happened.at all.
It utterly destroyed me.
It utterly killed me
because of that one mistake,
I live with secrets fearing people would find out.
Fearing people would look at me in disgust.
Fearing.everyday.
Please walk out of my life
Please go away.
Please don't talk about it anymore,
Please leave me alone.
Please pretend you do not know me.
No matter what happens,
Do not talk to me.
That one mistake change my whole life,
my whole perspective,
told me what was wrong and what was right
that one mistake
made me afraid of you
that one mistake
is the reason I have a mask
that one mistake
change me for better.
I pray to God we never ever ever meet again.
Because I don't want you to remind me,
of what I was.