Experiments

what other ways do i have other than using my favorite genre of music?

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Gossip

The stories we tell

Is a mix of facts and fiction

The stories we tell

Has the power to destroy

The stories we tell

Kills someone slowly on the inside

The stories we tell

Comes to an end.

Fangirl

The moral I gain from this book is

We never really leave our fandoms behind

Maybe one day we will grow up and get occupied by work life family and friends

But that little magic and enjoyment we get from fiction or music will almost be waiting for us

Waiting for us to comeback and relieve it again

This is why I never stop going back to Harry potter

Or watching stupid videos of Big Bang I already watched

Because every time i read that book the magic is reborn again

Every time I read Sirius death scene I cry again and again up til the part harry goes up to the office with 

dumbledore and finally learns the truth

The magic remains in our hearts that little magic from our childhood is just waiting for us to go back 

and relive it one more time.

It will fade but once you go back to it

You realise how precious it is to you that one time.

It may not hold the same weight it used to 

But it will always be a part of you.

Stop dreaming.

Am I ready for this year to end?

I dread at the thought of how close I am to ending my college life

I don't even think I made the right choice.

The thought of having to make university applications will seal my path.

I wouldn't have the choice or the chance to try and do something different

I will have to go down the road of sitting in the office for years

Every single day from 8-5pm

how dreadful.

I don't even think I can go far

I don't think I can make myself a successful career out  of a boring accounting degree

I'm not even sure I can get into the university of my choice.

I'm just taking the easiest path to avoid people judging me for wanting to be different.

Heck,people judge me already for not following my dreams what more for doing something different

I don't even know what I really want

Easy for him to say since he found it

It's always easier when you found what you wanna do and you have supportive parents

But those who always shoot you down?Dont even bother trying.

It just hurts more.

Broken inside out.

July

This month

Full of assignments

Tests,

And of course more stress.

Worst of all,

Presentation.

Can I do better,

Will I?

SAM FIESTA

Amazing performance by Coex!Thanks for coming by.

There was a really good electronic piano player there as well.SAM Fiesta was a blast but it was tiring to the max.My feet was dead half the time.I partied on a chair,like sitting there and wave my hands according to the beat.

The only thing I can say was the crowd was really high,a few dudes took their shirt off during dance floor.They were a really cray crowd.

The best part was more people came then I thought.Because ticket sales was quite low when I had booth duty and everyone pretty much just shoved their 'No's to my face.

Other than that,I participated in a flashmob for the first time in my life.It was very simple and slightly embarassing,oklah,byk embarassment lah.But it was quite fun during practice hehe,thank goodness I didn't make any major mistakes when we were performing.My classmates were really supportive,they actually came down from class to watch us perform our lame flashmob

All in all,thank you,you and you.

College.

College life is alot busier than I thought and I don't even go to club meetings!Other than SAM Fiesta.

The subjects I am taking is Accounts,Psychology,Economics,ESL and Maths.

Accounts.

I can keep up with it thanks to my foundation in form 4&5(thanks to my parents for forcing me to take it.) But to be honest,I'm quite disappointed with my first assessment results because I made silly mistakes and I did not work hard enough.

Psychology

To be honest,I never thought I would take it.I chose it because I didn't want to take spec maths or legal studies.The class is quite interesting actually.I have a fun teacher and he does try to teach us but the way he teaches is more relaxing,he doesn't drill the facts into our brains.Psych is a subject where you need more self discipline and study by your own.
Which.I.Lack.

Econs.

My new definition of hard.I get it but I dont know how to apply it in questions and papers.Its like Biology all over again.The worst part is my first assessment is on next Tuesday. *Cries a river*

ESL.
MY LANGUAGE IS BAD.I totally fail at assignments.I chose one of the weird topics for ESL and I can't write an outline because I totally lack information about it.I don't even know what to search for.

Maths.
I need to work harder.Thats the only way to sum it up.

But due to college,contact with my high school buddies are decreasing.We are all busy with our own college work and life,we just stop contacting.Its just sad,plus none of them study at taylors or near taylors.

*draw circles on the floor*

Going back to reality,
Yi En.