Famous people I saw in real life

Last week was pretty cool.For the first time,I see 2 famous people in real life.(I wanted to say "I met",but its more of "I see"...)

The first one was in school,everyone saw him,say hi to...

Steal from Melanie Ng FB wanlah

JIN LIM!

Of Jinnyboytv and Hitz fm.And he just release Abuden 2,damn funny!Love the one direction part!Kekeke

The next one was totally random and weird,coz I keep on thinking it was just a look alike,coz I thought she has brownish red hair and she isn't blonde anymore...I dunnolah,my brain haywire a bit,sorry...

I saw her in a restaurant with her family (?),I think its family...in SS15!We both ate at the same restaurant,spend my time debating in my head whether she was really the blogger,haha.She confirm it was her in twitter,and she never had red hair,stupid haywired brain...I wish I had the guts to asked her for a picture when I saw her..HAIZ!WHY I SO NO GUTS WAN...?!

Insecurities

I'm sitting here on this very old couch staring at the window.I wonder,I ponder,I hope.Hope it won't be on vain,hope I won't be forgotten,in the Lord I pray.I feel all jittery and nervous like something is eating me up,I couldn't help feeling this way.Five more minutes before the promised time,my throat is dry,my eyes are tired and droopy,I couldn't concentrate on anything.

Pretending that it would be okay,when my brain tells me it wouldn't be okay.I would be abandoned,forgotten and disappear in to the shadows.No one would miss me for I blend in too well,no one would remember because I never had been more insignificant.I could just disappeared one day without anyone noticing.I could just do that.I'm insecure,don't know what for.I don't know why but I am just like that.

Insecurites are like termites and you are the tree.They attack you from the inside,eating you up,slowly and painfully.Insecurities is like a virus in your body.Instead of eating you physically,it eats you up mentally that you get swollen up.You get swallow up in your own fears,your own nightmares,and your very own imagination.

How ironic.The side of you that is afraid,scared,insecure gets bullied by yourself.Because only you know what you are really afraid of.How easy it is to get eaten up by your own imagination.All the dark things you imagine,ghosts,vampires,monster under the bed,psychos,killers,gruesome deaths and etc etc.All of them,came from you.