Dear whoever that bothers to stop by

This is probably going to be my last post because I suck.A pretty pathetic excuse but yeah,thats why.

To whoever I "bubblegum" sorry.I mean it.Sorry.

My life is probably better than Mas and Jie Yee's in terms of family but not in school. Yeah,yeah,change.If I could do it in 5 seconds,I'm a miracle.The problem is I dunno how to change.How to find and bring out inner me or whatever crap that I got.I would run away from life if there is a way.I rather go mental and have imaginary friends to escape.But too bad somehow it won't happen.Because I'm too sane to go insane.

Best part of the whole thing is I knew I will be like this again.Thanks to that feeling,I know it will happen again.Most of the time its near only sometimes it happens after a month or something.The thing is I knew it will happen but not how it will happen or how to prevent.

So I will just stay here and let Satan feed upon my misery until things change.Lets see how things roll.Hit me bad or hit me good...

Sincerely,
Chan Yi En,the girl who falls into depression every now and then

for being sticky,
for being that bubble gum,
for copying you,




for taking it negative.Sorry.You guys got the right not to care.Sorry.

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